Sometimes I wonder whether life is as difficult as it seems. Or as easy as it seems. From what I heard in Singapore, before you get to enjoy any part of your life, you gotta really work your ass off to a point that it becomes something else totally than working hard for enjoyment.

I've always have dreams and I don't stop dreaming after I fulfilled my dream. Say I've always see myself as a successful financial manager. Look at me now. I'm already working towards my goal. I'm helping my family mange their investments and such. After I've done this, the next dream came tumbling in.

Due to the stressful load of work, school, play and friends, I now really look forward giving myself a nice peaceful moment of tranquility in a countryside cafe with the girl that I really loved. This is my dream #1.

Dream #2 is that I always get jealous whenever I see couples walking past me. One may ask if you wanted a mate so badly, why don't you go ahead and get one? My answer: I don't want another disappointed girl. I'm not good with the ladies, simply put it. I don't know what they want, what they don't. I've no idea what they need, what they don't. This may seem more like cowardly but, everyone in the world knows I'm not shy with the opposite gender. There is this one girl that I couldn't stop but to fall for her. Till now I still couldn't shake her out of my mind. However, there's nothing I could do now as she'd got a guy beside her already. All I could do is to watch her from afar and wish her the best.

How did I digress so far from my main topic?

Being true to yourself. Takes courage.

Not wanting to do and yet the limbs act on it's own will.

Is this being True to yourself?

I don't want to live like this.

Since Mr Peh says my posts requires only a measly few seconds to read, I decided to post something so long that it hurts the eye.

But I've got no idea what to post. That's the problem.

"SIMPLICITY is founded by some CRACKPOTS who simply have nothing better to do."

I guess that's that. Going through Chinese New Year with no new resolutions for the new year. Preparations for the final showdown on Monday is getting along the way with little difficulties. Hope it stays that way. Went to vivian's house for somenothing-better-to-do session. How fun can it get?

Our Class Gonna's Fly Separate Ways, Too Soon For Anyone To Grasp The Reality Behind It.

Seriousness never seems to get the better of me. I wonder how useless can he get.

Gotta go for the CITY ALIVE with WeiQin. Anyone wanna come along please gimme a call cause I'll be getting the tickets soon enough. It's a DANCE PARTY.

Details:

1. 18 YEARS & ABOVE ONLY.
2. Pit Building
3. 10 p.m to 4 a.m
4. Tickets at only $20 for non passion members. $15 for passion members

Come and join us if possible. Because two is good but three or more is always better.

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION.

1. GET GPA 4.0
2. GET A DECENT PERMANENT JOB.
3. GET A GIRLFRIEND.
4. THIS IS IT.

This Is IT.

CRS-CLEARED

IDEAS-CLEARED

thursday- MOB

Friday- ITAB

Wootology.

Damnation.

IDEAS ITAB CRS MOB.

ONE THING THEY HAVE IN COMMON.

THEY FUCKING FALL IN THE SAME WEEK.

I AM SO PISSED WITH MYSELF FOR NOT GOING INTO THE BAK KUT THE FOUNDER WHEN THERE's NOT A SINGLE SOUL INSIDE.

SORRY PEEPS. I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT.

OverFlooded with assignments and test and all sorts of shit.

I literally hug a watermelon from Singapore Polytechnic all the way to the train, on the train, the bus to my house and finally my house. How interesting the way those infidels looked at a young man carrying a watermelon home.

Cause I'm such a good liar.

Enjoy, Playing With Fire by

N-Dubz ft. Mr Hudson.

Tell me something about all the above that's so nice?

Back to GunBound

Boring Life.

Some random photos again.

Accident happened under my house. Took some pictures.

Some random photos taken by me while i was walking home.

Being true to yourself is like looking yourself naked in the mirror.

At first when you're young and don't know how to lie, you wear nothing.

Then when you decide to lie for the sake of goodness, you put some underwear.

After which the more lies you made, the more cloths you put on.

It feels UNCOMFORTABLE.

If a baby can take out it's very first step into life, why can't we take ours?

I enjoyed every step i took because i know I'm still alive when i take the next step.

If the sky drop a stack of cash would you take it?
Or would you do otherwise?

There're always pros and cons when it comes to taking the train in the morning.
The Pros:
The various poly girls are hot and they're sticking like next me? I must thanks fate for that.
I guessed that's the only pro about taking the train in the morning.

The Cons:
Some fucking retarded simply like to play squeeze-the-people-inside-the-train game. It is either they have got no brains or they are simply playful.
I wonder which one is it.
Another Con about taking the train is that they like to keep you by their side.
Meaning that they don't seem to like it when you alight, seems like they will miss you alot. Then when all the emotions coming in, they decide to do one thing they think is the best. Send some fat ass to block the train the door. Good job well done. Caused me to alight at Buona Vista.




Damnation Multifolded.

Fixed modem adapter.
Thanks Siang Pin for the long and tedious trip and the teh-c ice.
Been through and over with it though.


One thing. It's a waste to waste my day just like that.
I wish the someone was there with me to enjoy with me and share my happiness and sorrow.

It's just like any other day though.

Nothing out of the blue happened or something like.

No point commemorating over it.

Well I did send a question without expecting a reply.

That's not normal.

Damnation.

I want to read books!!
Someone gimme something to read?

What the..?

We had fun playing block-catching right inside SPSB.

Seriously, it sure brought back old times.

A song by Avril, so much illustrated how people nowadays forget the word " APPRECIATE ".

Enjoy, Innocence By Avril Lavigne.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

You should stop complaining and learn to appreciate everything around you.

If you stop your pace, take a deep breath and look around you, you'll find that not all things are as bad as what they seem to be.

Beauty isn't beautiful when there's no one appreciating it.

What a stunningly peaceful saturday afternoon.

Beautifully perfect.

I Am Who I Am.

The stare he gave her is of such brutal coldness, so much so that it might have just froze her from the inside out.