Sunday, October 17, 2010

Sometimes I wonder whether life is as difficult as it seems. Or as easy as it seems. From what I heard in Singapore, before you get to enjoy any part of your life, you gotta really work your ass off to a point that it becomes something else totally than working hard for enjoyment.

I've always have dreams and I don't stop dreaming after I fulfilled my dream. Say I've always see myself as a successful financial manager. Look at me now. I'm already working towards my goal. I'm helping my family mange their investments and such. After I've done this, the next dream came tumbling in.
Due to the stressful load of work, school, play and friends, I now really look forward giving myself a nice peaceful moment of tranquility in a countryside cafe with the girl that I really loved. This is my dream #1.
Dream #2 is that I always get jealous whenever I see couples walking past me. One may ask if you wanted a mate so badly, why don't you go ahead and get one? My answer: I don't want another disappointed girl. I'm not good with the ladies, simply put it. I don't know what they want, what they don't. I've no idea what they need, what they don't. This may seem more like cowardly but, everyone in the world knows I'm not shy with the opposite gender. There is this one girl that I couldn't stop but to fall for her. Till now I still couldn't shake her out of my mind. However, there's nothing I could do now as she'd got a guy beside her already. All I could do is to watch her from afar and wish her the best.
How did I digress so far from my main topic?