Friday, October 26, 2007

hi back again
next wed got o level chinese
so not stress
but very irritated
cause my mum buzz round my ears every time i come back from school
sian
after that still got amath test
sian again
then still got ogl trainings
more sian
then still got ncc annual camp
even sian
i think my life is full of sian
aiyo
i tried to be a better person but i cannot
i don't why.
aiyo
i tried listening to my mum advice but the forgetful me always forget
i try to ask her out but she give no reply
i think i am a failure, a total one
boring life, wonder how's life after death??maybe i can try
but if i die alot of things will be affected
like my studies, my family, my friends.
And maybe she know too.will she cry for me?
i bet not.so i think i better give up.
but i don't know how.aiyo.
so contracditing.i am so bored here.with nothing to do
a little 自闭talking to myself here.
but that's whats blog for, isn't it?haha
so let's stop writing and continue what i am supposed to do
bye.