Sometimes, once in a few weeks, I would stop by some pathway and think deep. Some say this is self-reflection, but I think it's a moment of serious and deep down thinking. I would think about what I have did over the past few days and think whether should I ddo it or not.

Other times, I would simply have nothing to think about and everything just went blank. That's when I don't seem to care for anything. And I realised one serious issue.

True anxiety comes only when you have nothing to think of.

Cause you can't seem to find anything to worry about and that's the part where it worries me and it's the part where it struck me hard and cold.

Am I too chilled?